原来，我曾如此爱你

张马沙

转眼间，已经过了这许多年
可我却相当不愿来参加这次聚会
不为别的
就因为想留住你闯入我梦中的形象
你每次在我梦中出现
仍然是那样鲜活年轻
油黑的头发，红嘟嘟的嘴唇
轻快的脚步弹拨着碎花的褶裙
我一直没有意识到
原来，我曾如此爱你
直到我们各奔东西
直到你出现在我的梦里
稀里糊涂的青春
真爱，就在懵懂中溜走
直到我四处碰壁
才明白你为何曾对我生闷气
可惜，我不仅浪费了爱情花期
更错过了人生佳侣
人生难敌斗转星移
再见时已是霜雪满山，枯叶满地
不必后悔，无需叹息
人生就是一场悲喜剧
一路行，一路歌，一路笑
是否还能互赠一个温馨的拥抱？
有一个损失注定无法补偿
我将永远失去那个偶尔会闯入我梦中的姑娘
那个年轻的你，那个精灵，那钩弯月
将因这次聚会而与我永别
221．        I Finally Understand, I Used to Love You So
So many years have passed so quickly
But I’m very much reluctant to participate this gathering
The only reason is—
To keep your nice figure in my dream
Every time you appear in my dream
You are still as young as you were in school
Black hair with oil refulgence, red and plump lips
The folding skirt on which there are many little flowers stirred by your brisk footsteps
I didn’t recognize that……
But finally I understand, I used to love you so
Till we separated
Till you appeared in my dream
Confused and muddleheaded adolescence
True love sneaked away just beside me
Till I was refused and frustrated everywhere
I finally understand why you were silently angry with me
What a sorrow I wasted my love season
It's a pity that I lost my best life companion
No one can win time
When we meet today, mountains covered with snow, ground with withered leaves
No need to regret, not necessary to sigh
Life is a tragedy as well as a comedy
Go along with singing and laughter throughout the journey of life
Could we be generous enough to give each other an embrace with warm love?
A certain loss is definitely uncompensable
I’ll forever lose the girl who occasionally enters in my dream
That young thou, that fairy, that crescent
Because of this gathering, she would have parted me for good and forever

宛城卧龙

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周道模

原诗表达真切、真挚。