【汉英双语】赐译《往昔》

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各位大侠，在下有一诗，叫《往昔》，恳请赐译，尤其对于前两句：
往昔深邃如秋­
回忆因拣拾而致远­
你不必过问­
我亦无需倾吐­
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记住所有沉痛的失去­
让泪水拌和微笑­
学会伪装自己­
固执等待真爱­
我之前译作：
Yesterday is a deep autumnal tone,
For thoughts I gather are roaming afar.
You need not care,
Nor must I share.

Recollect all the miseries I’ve endured,
And return a big smile right in tears.
Under the guise of happiness,
I’d be a man of iron for true love.
第一句我想过用The past is deep in fall. Yesterday falls in deep. 还有其他多种译法

周道模

回忆？thought?

宛城卧龙

往昔深邃如秋­——the past is deep like the autumn